am i 3 or 13 or 23 years old????

stuck~ 
that is what i feel just now
i cant do what i want to do
i cant go anywhere i wish i could go
i cant do anything
stuck~!


am i still a kid?????
am i 23 years old???
when i was teenager this is what i feel
until now it's still same
huh~


felt like
i am locking in my room without a key in my hand
stuck inside this room
without anything i want
no friends
no mucis
no movie
nothing~


hey ya~
i know im just a gagalis
but is it wrong if i want to hang out
once a week
stay at home from morning till night
with books and lappy
hey~
seems like im happy but im not~
IM NOT~!


please...give some space for me to live as a teenagers..i dunt want to lose it anymore......please...im begging you......my life getting dark~!