miss my MR.VAMPIRE

for those knowing me since last year
they will know about this Mr.Vampire
he is someone special for me
not mr.hubby~
but someone else~
more than a friend nearly to be a lover~ 
:)


this morning i received a sms from him
he told me that he was dreaming about me
im quite shock~! 
omg!
why me~?


i asked him
did u noe bout my sadness dis lately
and he said nope!
then how come...u were dreaming bout me..
he just keeps smile like usual~


hmmm~
he told me...im always beside you...
and i noe he really meant it~
:)


after my lunch..
i received a sms again from him..
he said...


"U gotta to be extra carefull with things nearest to u.U know the closer u get tp something..The tougher it is to see it.."


im just reply ---> :)


then he said...


"Let it out.The sadness,fear and anger that's building up inside of u.That the first step. :)"


thanks...a lot...only you can realize the sadness inside of me...u always said...my tears make u powerless.. :) 


the moon is still there even when i close my eyes i still can see it...with my heart...u r my best buddy~